My right brain is telling me to finalize a design for my Hero Academia OC/Self Insert who dropped out of hero high school. He has a belief that  people should not have to depend on him to save them rather the world is full of beings with potential and the people should take it upon theirselves to help anyway they can instead of entrusting heroes to become the ones that take up the mantle while at the same time he can’t resist being the one to save someone when everyone else is too afraid to stand up. He hates that he’s always in situations where people with better powers would cower and he has to be the one to stick his neck out.

His ability is that he can control the shift and momentum of anything he can physically pick up and anything he’s recently touched. (Basically Uraraka but instead of controlling gravity he can only push and pull anything in one direction at a time) He mostly uses this for throwing and curving rocks but doesn’t really evolve beyond that. He returns to high school to challenge All Might and basically asking to train under him. Eventually he learns to control multiple things at once including entire pieces of land, using debris to make dustclouds, throwing weapons and even learns to continuously pull rocks into him covering himself completely with debris and giving him a protective outer layer.

I’ve imagined his fights with All Might and random bad guys while listening to the ost. I’ve imagined several arcs for him, I’ve even imagined an alternate version of the third opening staring him and his story.

But my Left Brain is telling me to not even make an OC because OC’s are dumb and that you’re autistic for even thinking this hard about something